Today was mediocre. Some classes went well, some I felt I could have performed better. BUT I have to remind myself that being too hard on yourself is not going to work. As everyone says despite the cheesiness, just try your best. I think the only class I outperform for my standards is watercolor (because I'm horrible at painting) and maybe photography. I think I did okay for my first Science Olympiad lesson. I mean, now I think about it, at least it actually happened. To be honest, I feel sort of bleak inside (can't put it into words). Maplestory helps especially with directing your attention to something else. In the meantime, I'm going to h